A flash of silver feathers,
A gleam of golden flame;
In silence, he looks inwards;
And outwards, she takes aim.
And glancewise seems so bright and fair
The timbre of their thoughts;
Yet, both fast are bound:
He by flesh, she by care.
Within the shade, he waits to fade—
O what shall come of him?
She beats in rage against her cage—
O what shall come of her?
Those two, entwined until the end—
O, what shall come of them?
[Camp NaNo, Story 14] Elapse by Falareste, literature
Literature
[Camp NaNo, Story 14] Elapse
In the years that were bright, the years Frost described as gold-before-the-green, we lived half here, in this world, and half in Lothlorien.
Not the original Lothlorien, of course. Even at eight years old, I knew that I could not reach Lothlorien on foot, at least not in a matter of minutes. Perhaps if I followed the sun westward long enough, I would find Lothlorien, and perhaps Rivendell, and perhaps even the Havens, but not in time to get back home for dinner. So, instead, we created--found--our own Lothlorien.
In the late afternoons, I would sit beneath the trees in our front yard, and Gray would join me, settling quietly beside me with
[Camp NaNo, Day 12] Children by Falareste, literature
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[Camp NaNo, Day 12] Children
There is a family down the street with six children. Or, at least, Gray and I count six from our window. We watch them wheel in circles in the street. The windows are closed, but I can hear their squealing from here. It is a noise we both have grown unaccustomed to.
Gray says that if he looked away, he would be unable to tell if they were squealing in joy or distress. Just like piglets, I say.
How uncharitable, he remarks.
And now you know why I don't want any, I say.
We continue watching, because the chores are done and the housemates are gone and there is nothing better to do, and it has been a long time since we last watched children p
[Camp NaNo, Day 11] Celebration by Falareste, literature
Literature
[Camp NaNo, Day 11] Celebration
Soon after going home for the summer, she decided she was sick of home cooking.
Her chance came when her parents drove north on a weekend trip. They had invited her to come along and see her cousins, but she had managed to convince them that she was too tired from work and that she would have trouble studying on the road. Thankfully, they had dropped it at that, and she hadn't needed to cook up any further reasons.
They had left the fridge stocked with leftovers, with homemade bread and dumplings, but she ignored them and dialed a local pizzaria's number. The employee who picked up was pleasant-voiced, with a crisp Southern accent that remi
[Camp NaNo, Day 10] Frost by Falareste, literature
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[Camp NaNo, Day 10] Frost
Quite fittingly, she dreamed of being sick while she was sick.
In her dream, she was the only patient in the room. The nurses and doctors spoke in hushed tones around her; more than once, she caught whispers of "that poor girl."
There was an IV in her right arm. It itched, and she tried to pull it out, but a doctor frowned at her and she stopped. There were oxygen tubes up her nose, which she minded less since the air from them was pleasantly cool. She felt fine, except for the fact that she couldn't get out of bed, and she wondered what she had been hospitalized for.
---
Her supervisor from the lab she worked at came to visit her, bearing
[Camp NaNo, Day 9] Footsteps by Falareste, literature
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[Camp NaNo, Day 9] Footsteps
That summer night, she learned that supermoons were not auspicious omens.
She had been sitting at her desk, the overhead light on, her laptop open and playing quiet classical music in front of her, her statistics textbook open on her lap, her head bent as she read the most recent chapter on confidence intervals. Gray sat next to her, hands folded across his lap, eyes closed. Then she heard her father call her name from downstairs.
"Did you see the supermoon?" he called.
"The what?" she called back. Gray opened his eyes.
"There's supposed to be a 'supermoon' tonight," she heard her father say. "Are you able to see it?"
She glanced at a wi
[Camp NaNo, Day 8] Aspiration by Falareste, literature
Literature
[Camp NaNo, Day 8] Aspiration
She remembers a conversation she had with Gray that still makes her sigh.
Many summers ago, he was waiting for her when she walked outside, leaving the house empty. Not going to call Angela and the others today? he asked as they began walking down the street.
Nope, she said. You're more interesting to talk to, and she has soccer practice.
I don't know how to feel about your word order, he responded. She laughed.
They continued down the block and came to a large fountain, with a base big across as a living room and a jet the height of a ceiling. They say that you can see a huge rainbow when the sunlight hits this fountain at the right angl
[Camp NaNo, Day 6] Choughs by Falareste, literature
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[Camp NaNo, Day 6] Choughs
One summer afternoon in the city, she sits in the back seat of a car idling in a Kroger's parking lot, waiting along with her father, who is busy checking his Blackberry, for her mother. They had already picked up what they came to the store for, but her mother had noticed a sale on peaches as they were leaving.
There is a man standing outside the front door of the car parked a space away. He is looking at a notepad. As she watches, he crosses one thing out and writes in another. The window rolls down, and a young boy pops his head out.
"Dad!" he yells, grinning. "Dad! Guess what! You can't get in!"
"Oh yeah?" she hears the man say.
"You
A flash of silver feathers,
A gleam of golden flame;
In silence, he looks inwards;
And outwards, she takes aim.
And glancewise seems so bright and fair
The timbre of their thoughts;
Yet, both fast are bound:
He by flesh, she by care.
Within the shade, he waits to fade—
O what shall come of him?
She beats in rage against her cage—
O what shall come of her?
Those two, entwined until the end—
O, what shall come of them?
[Camp NaNo, Day 11] Celebration by Falareste, literature
Literature
[Camp NaNo, Day 11] Celebration
Soon after going home for the summer, she decided she was sick of home cooking.
Her chance came when her parents drove north on a weekend trip. They had invited her to come along and see her cousins, but she had managed to convince them that she was too tired from work and that she would have trouble studying on the road. Thankfully, they had dropped it at that, and she hadn't needed to cook up any further reasons.
They had left the fridge stocked with leftovers, with homemade bread and dumplings, but she ignored them and dialed a local pizzaria's number. The employee who picked up was pleasant-voiced, with a crisp Southern accent that remi
I have a number of friends, two of which are Seven and Rain.
Seven is a rock collector. He travels here and there and through every corner, dives through caves and scales waterfalls in search of rare stones. When he visits, it is always with a pack of mining tools and spelunking gear. His tools do not include a canary; I have yet to see a dust mask. Yet, when he visits, it is always in clear-throated health. (In lieu of lung disease, I asked him if he feared cave-ins instead. He said no.)
Rain is an artist. He searches fewer caves and climbs fewer waterfalls than Seven, but is nonetheless widely traveled, being a connoisseur of sweeping vis
Today in math class, they would be learning how to factor quadratic equations. Miss Gracie, called Mrs. G by her students, knew this because she had the lesson planned out meticulously across three-and-a-half sheets of college-ruled notebook paper, which sat neatly in a folder before her. She knew because, like with all her lessons, she had recited it in front of her dressing mirror last night, right before bed.
She glanced at the clock. Ten minutes left until class. Its tick, tick, tick was the only sound in the room.
She looked around the room. Nothing but the equation charts that she covered with long sheets of colored paper during tests
The visit happened suddenly, and to her complete nonsurprise.
She had been typing up a report on various South Asian butterflies when he had simply appeared in her room, as casually as if they had agreed beforehand to meet there. “Hello,” he said calmly from the doorway. “Don’t mind me.”
“Hello there,” she replied, just as casually. “You’re always welcome here.” She didn’t bother turning around, knowing that, at her age, she would no longer be able to see him. She was aware that she was far beyond the age where visitations by imaginary friends, however beloved when younger, w
I once showed my friend an Oreo cake
in every sense of the word—Oreo-shaped,
though wide around as my waist,
with four thick, crushed-Oreo layers
stacked amongst Oreo-cream filling
embedded with more crushed Oreos,
and the whole thing lathered over
with icing (Oreo-flavored, I presume)
and garnished with Oreos,
two per slice, not counting the minis
and uncountable crushed Oreos. I said,
Now, that is America on a plate,
and he, though he was British, laughed
as well,
and I could not help but think
of old Jefferson, his time-eaten bones rattling
at the double insult. Old Jefferson, who they said
was weak-voiced, but a talented writer
n
I remain too weak
to bash the heads that
need bashing, even when
the muscles involved
are in my throat
or in my fingers. So
here. Here is my story,
my friends' story, our
losses and victories
lost, or broken
like an egg breaking,
pierced by an eggtooth
or by the ground,
or like dawn-
I write. Or rather,
I shoot my words,
one by one, hoping
to hear a thud
like arrows thudding
into the bulls-eye, or the heart
of the enemy I refuse to hate.
this morning in General Chemistry
while trying to keep up with the professor
I wrote in pen accidentally
The three-dimensional particle-
in-a-box model is a god
a good model for predicting the behavior
of a matter wave confined to a region in space
and would have stopped to further scribble it out
if I had not remembered where I was.
Once, I was the plain
where badgers napped among twining roots,
where voles wrestled beneath the grasses,
and where the elk roamed, stately at dawn.
And I was the plain
where meadowlarks nestled against the earth.
I was the plain
of asters, smooth and willow,
of blue vervain and blue-eyed grass,
of sawtooth sunflowers and wild onions,
of compass plants,
of obedience plants,
of orange milkweed blooms that flew—
and, of course, the grain.
(At that time, we saw only the grain.)
Sometimes, I was the plain
and you were the hawk—
and your wings covered the summer sky
and the sun shone from between your feathers
and the grain bent
To trace, in deep gray, the curves and hooks
of silent numbers, is to invoke
the whorls of seashells, edges stiff
as curled rulers. Slide a graphite tip
along the length of a snake, and there
you'll find a bucket rising from a well
or leaves fluttering from a wind-tossed tree,
sketching arcs in the cooling air. Somewhere,
a scrap of paper rots at the root
of a creaking tower; somewhere,
a stallion, against a star-domed sphere, strikes
his angled hoof—and sings, and louder sings.
When you are two and five and ten
you are unaware ––
of the cactus in the windowsill,
how, fragile, each quill bends
and breaks and falls apart.––
Twelve years later, on a Tuesday,
you dream about a boy
who bumps his head
on an iron slate and you wake
in a cold sweat.
You are twelve when you are
always bumping shoulders.
Twenty-two years of Thursday.
There is nothing at all.
And you wonder (and
you wonder why)
each time you wake.
The cactus in the window bleeds
with you when you bump it.
No one ever mentioned
frightened things bite.
So you have always been unaware.
dA is Not Selling Your Works to Third Party by phoenixleo, journal
dA is Not Selling Your Works to Third Party
dA is Not Selling Your Works to Third Party Royalty Free Hot Topic selling artist's works without permission
A Tumblr post has been circulating, where Hot Topic is selling artist's works as T-shirts in their store, including popular fan art without the artist's permission, deviant artists included. It caught on wildfire when one user linked to deviantART's Submission Policy, stating users gave permission to dA by agreeing to their Terms of Service thereby allowing dA to sell it to third party royalty free.
This is false and inaccurate!
deviantART's Response:
"We appreciate the rallying of the community around the rights of this artist. Ri
she has a wicked left hook.
with a loose fist, she swings -
room reeking of masculinity and fusty equipment.
fierce lights and a deafening crowd -
leather pummeled against flesh, striking the temple:
the skull gave way and her opponent, hollowed and limp,
collapsed to the canvas, staining the mat with sweat and blood;
redemption.
she swings again, clenching a heavy fist on impact.
the bag buckles, harsh metal clanking.
[Camp NaNo, Day 1] Infinite by Falareste, literature
Literature
[Camp NaNo, Day 1] Infinite
Georg Cantor, a mathematician who looked into infinity, went mad. They say that he spent his last years in and out of sanatoriums, still trying to categorize the various orders of infinity. Sometimes, late into the summer evenings, when I am sitting on the back porch talking to Gray, I wonder if I too will go mad. I ask Gray this, and then add that, at the very least, I will not go mad in the same way as Georg Cantor, as I am not nearly so clever as him.
Gray replies, Don’t underestimate yourself. I do not know which part of my statement he is responding to. He does not clarify when I ask.
I tell Gray that he would make an excellent f
Got what is very possibly an abscessed wisdom tooth. Joy.
Also, going to be taking my own advice tomorrow and forcing myself to write a paragraph of something, and then keep going with it every day. Wonder if I should open a tumblr or Dreamwidth for it. tumblr's community has been seriously trying my patience as of late (apparently now it's ableist to use the word "crippling" to describe major debt or depression, according to the SJWs), but I do like tumblr's customization options more. Maybe I'll just find a way to rig a Sta.sh folder for it.
That's all assuming what I write isn't so horrendously embarrassing that I can't share it, though.
Aka the last month of this semester, finals included. Just a small update to get that last entry off my page.
Made a B+ in a math class after two years of Cs. Thank counseling, friends (in-system and out), and learning to not worry about making As, and focusing on passing and actually doing my best instead.
Physical health is still in the gutters, emotional health has been on the upswing. Got back into painting and drawing (to be uploaded to my other account later), which has been doing wonders for my mood, which hopefully means writing will soon follow.
Currently busy packing for moveout. There's so much to clean! Systemmates would like t
Keep Going! Hang in there! You're an exceptionally talented writer and I believe you can achieve your nanowrimo goal. I'm excited to see what you come up with
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